Saturday, July 22, 2017

2017 Goth (Nu Goth they said)

Nu goth which is in my opinion is a millennial Instagram goth that is somehow wearing less heavy clothing but they maintain the eccentricity (is that even a word?) of the sub-culture.  Nu (New) Goth is basically a modernize easy looking dark fashion with some hipster influence to it.  Honestly I don't hate Nu Goth because my country is so damn hot and minimize my goth outfits does help me a lot away from dehydration. 

Remember Mavis, the vampire kid from Hotel Transylvania?  She is an example that holds the vibes of a Nu Goth with that century old black mini dress shirt, and mary jane flats.  Another part of my observation is these fashionistas added some Wicca influence with all these aura moon stones, crescent pendants and hexagonal obsidian jewelries.  Not to forget manufacturers of this millennial dark fashion had printed white faces of the Sun and Moon, and gore looking Unicorns on jet black dress shirts.  Not to mention the hair tho.  It rather be a very black bob or colorful waves of mermaid hair.  

More detailed explanation here;

Taken from Google/Pinterest
Source: Google/Pinterest
Anyways, here's my very own interpretation of a Nu Goth.

Wavy hair.  Pardon my brows, I don't do brows.

Instagram makeup with cat's eye and dark lips.  Brighter eye shadow instead of the common black and red.

I'm wearing a liquid lipstick from LA Girl cosmetic and this color sucks on the build up.  I had to apply a few layers just to look good. Not excellent but good.

Free flow black shirt with modern cut outs.  Look what's on my neck!
It's a layered crescent and black hexagonal pendant. 

Lastly, I just had to post this.

Thank for reading ayy.
Have a nice gothy day :D

Saturday, July 15, 2017

DIY fun summer danglers

Welcome back everyone, as for today I'm going to share with you all my latest DIY rainbow dangling earrings.  I was thinking that how it's fun to wear something colorful behind all the black veils and think onix hair as I am referring to the Goths out there.  For the non-Goth people, I hope this would be a fun simple crafting for you as well.

I guess let's get started.  Please say hello to my work/crafting table.  Pardon the messiness btw.

Basically not much stuff needed in this project.  You might have all of them wondering in your pile of junk but anyways I'm still mentioning them to make this post to be lengthy as it is suppose to be.

First of all you need rainbow beads.  I have like a bunch of them because I was so stressed out and all I can think about was bending some wires and make planner charms, which btw you can buy the on my online store *wink*

I have 2 rainbow flows as you can see below.  Then I added the pink tassle so I was like better to have the bead gradient ombre through all the colors including the tassle.  It's more neat I guess.

This is the arrangement of the beads.  Honestly I have no idea how to twist together the headpins with the main chain so that's why I used jump rings to connect them all.  

Adding bigger jump rings to the tassles.

And they're done!!!  Simple af!

Seriously it looks nice tho.

Here's my mandatory DIY guru selfie with the earrings.

Thursday, July 13, 2017

Holy shit it's July

Well hello everyone, yass it's me again, one of the long gone goth bloggers in this goth blogging community.  Seriously how many of us that still writes tho 😂😂😂.

Honestly I have non to share probably because I'm now an adult (lol), embracing things in secret is far more interesting then letting the strangers to read about me.  Moreover someone more likely a demon is watching me here. 

Bitch, seriously f*ck off.

Anyways, I'm so happy that I finally gotten a new phone. Yaaassss so my makeup tutorial videos and self mandatory beauty guru selfies will be all over the internet again.  If not in here, they're going to be on my instagram. 

Well actually I'm writing this post using the blogger app just to test in the waters on its functionality.  So yeah if this post looks fine af means I'm soo using this app more often. 

Updates on my life huh?

1) This year I'm 24 (started this blog on a sick day off from school when I was 15)

2) I wish that I'm still a baby bat, but since I work in an office, so I officiate myself as a corp goth I guess.

3) One of my cats just gave birth to 2 little kittens somewhere and now she just transferred them under our shoe rack.

4) I'm pursuing myself into jewelry retailing and will not stop myself from wasting money buying gothic jewelries.

5) And those I'm buying are Nu goth inspired. 

6) I've lost my NYX lipstick in the color something like red-wine, I bet that's why I lost it, can't even tell the name.

7) I wanted to do haul entries but I'm too lazy. 

8) I'm managing my own jewelry wholesale company ngeheheh...

9) I have lipsticks that has aged more than 4 years.  My hoarding spirit will keep them forever.

10) Yup still with the same metal drummer boyfriend.

11) Just pray that I will add new entries on my blog hahaahahah lol!!!

12) Suppose to have a meeting at the office now but nothing, that's why I'm writing.

13) Have another meeting at 3.30pm and I'm convincing myself now not to be sleepy.

14) Look at my new earrings.

15) Still have no idea to draw perfect winged eyeliner.

Okay bye.

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

Not really unboxing preloved Tamagotchi Friends

Reminiscing childhood again.  Remember my Nintendo3dsxl story?  No?  Oh well go on read it now.  Fyi, I still remember my first gameboy system was a Gameboy Advance.  Considering the price at that time it was quite expensive and not convincing to get me a RM400 worth of gaming system (I was in elementary school at that time).  But I had the best granpa ever.  If I'm not mistaken, we had a deal that I had to do good in my exam and I did it.  Best memories stays forever, RIP.

Yasss once again I'm old and finally getting myself a real original Tamagotchi.  

B*tch I'm shook!

Have you ever went through a situation that you want something so bad that you actually gave up and forget about it.  Then something triggers you to pulled out a tiny memory of that thing from your brain, and you're like "b*itch, screw your wedding money!"

Yas!!! That's what I had because I'm old and sad.

Also I'm giving you the excitement of unboxing a used and functional Tama.  Seriously I've been looking for a Tamagotchi since forever.  Forever meant to be when I can afford it myself.  I did asked my mom to get it from Japan but wtf it was sold out there.  The product from Japan got sold out in Japan, how many did they produce tho? Ten?  So once, again I was left broken by a toy and literally forgot about it.

Then granpa passed away and his passing triggered me to spend on something that I wanted just to get myself happy again.  Something I need to get that is similar to granpa, something that eat, sleep, shit, sleep again and eat.  I might get a special place in hell for saying that but b*tch I have a Tamagotchi b*tch! And you don't!

I went out for a hunt in Toys R Us Sunway Pyramid but I can't find any.  Wtf does kids these days playing with?  Seriously I remembered in my time, it was dope!  Literally dope, not just because I had the mind of a child (I still do) but it was dope af!  So next, I went for hunting in carousell app.  Thank God I found a few weird people like me that are selling sealed and used Tamas.  I picked a seller and she offered the best price for me (half the price of a new sealed Tama).

Btw, I have no idea what this thing can do and f*ck I don't know which version it is tho but I'm gonna unbox it for the excitement!!!!  The seller sent it on Mondays and I received it yesterday so yeah I'm still a Tama virgin.


 Box porno.

 Planner addict moment.  That cute sticky flag oh my God!!!

 Finally the face of my new (used) baby.  Don't event start on the color, I hate it but I had no choice -.-

 I'm gonna cry!!!
I'm 24, have a full talent of spending money and acting like a child.

Uhhh the fat-ness.  I can't stop touching it. 
The Fat Tama Grip!



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Saturday, April 8, 2017

When the courier service gives you lemon...

I received this broken earring from my seller and managed to get a replacement pair on this one.  Broken but never forgotten accept for the international courier service though.

But it's good for me since I can keep this one for myself.

Why courier why?!!!!

I summoned the DIY spirits in me and began the surgery.

Seriously an unborn child could DIY this.  I cut off the other needle (wait what do you call the pointy thing?) and shave off the bumpy area with a toll that I can't even think of the name right now.  

I also bought this flat earstud base from Lovisa because I can't find any other store that sell a cheap version of this.  

Hot glue gun both gemstones and yassss I just saved a new pair of earrings.  
Had to use the packaging to see how expensive this piece of broken shit can be lol!!!! 

B*tch fab!


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Wednesday, April 5, 2017

Lazy Blogger's Beauty Bin 2017

I'm back this time with a Beauty Bin post.  I always consider myself as a beauty product hoarder because I think I will use them till the end.  But I never did -.-  so I ended up keeping them for no reason and tell myself I'm gonna need it although never touching it again.

I did some cleaning up though.  Why?  Because I want to buy more stuff.  A legend once told, if you want to add up new stuff in your room, get rid of the old fugly one.  The legend was never real but I did threw out a few shit I found lying around for no reason in my bat cave.

I'll take them to you one by one.  We shall start with this one.

I have no idea I had this -.- and it's 75% empty.  WTF?  When I found this liquid makeup remover again after months of not knowing it exist, I know it had to go.  So I pour out all the leftover liquid inside and soak my dirty brushes with it.  Cheers for clean brushes!

But I'm never buying this again.  It's a good product to soak brushes with but for my face, I had to use a lot of the liquid and shit is not cheap tho.  

Yasss these!  I'm literally a compact powder destroyer because I broke them all the time.  I can't even recall when did I never threw away a compact without the insides getting broken and powder fell out everywhere I could imagine.  Maybelline make good compacts but now I have a new favorite.  F*cking Garnier!

Hahaha this one...
This is actually a sample product I got from Sephora and I never liked it.  It just doesn't go with my skin type but I use them a lot when I'm MUA on the job.  I did great for perfect cover up makeup tho.  Had it for a long time and finally get rid of it because of the smell.  Expired and yuck!

Bitch, I'm cheap af!!!
I was also a CC cream sample I got from Sephora and it was amazing.  Full size bottle cost around RM300++ expensive for me and I'm never buying one.  

The old times when I was not a holosexual...
Remember that time when OPI was the dopest brand?  I still do because I've been keeping this Limited Edition small packed Mariah Carey Liquid Sand collection for years.  Used them only a few times but never liking 'em.  I messed up maybe because I haven't been sniffing any holo glitter at that time.

The times when I've converted to be a holosexual, then I ruined it...
It was tragic...
Hats down for this fallen holo glitter nail polish...  

I felt like I've committed a murder and this sin shall never be forgiven by the HoloGods.  Wanna know what happened?  My genius ass brain told myself if I pour in the Sally Hansen nail polish remover, this thickened polish will thin a bit and I can continue doing my nails.  But the remover was strong that it makes the glitter bleached out its sparkle and made the polish turned cloudy.  

I.....I just can't...forgive me!

Holy f*ck I got molded!
Sleek blush by 3 is my forever favorite blush palette.   The pigmentation and texture is never a disappointment.  I even have nothing against this blush and also use it as eyeshadow sometimes when I need my eyes to glow red.

Then this happened... 

It got attacked by mold.  Don't even ask me how it happened because I have no idea and yes I kept all my makeup in a good suitable condition.  Too bad that this color is unique and hard to find also not many sellers in my country take online orders for this brand. 

This is one of the true cause of suicide.
Oh my God--he's got my Cadillac Red lipstick! It's discontinued!! I want that creep to fry!

Tuesday, April 4, 2017


On the morning of 1st April, I've lost my beloved grandfather.  It is truly heartbreaking and I wish I could tell all of the best memories with him but I'd rather save it in my mind.  He will always be my hero since he was with me when I was a child.  The best father figure that anyone could have. 

Thank you for everything Atok.

May God bless his soul and grant him in a special place in Jannah.


Monday, February 27, 2017

Review Rates | The cerewetness begins :D

You guys must be pissed off at me for not having the time to upload the review rate as promised it was suppose to be uploaded on Saturday.  I'm truly sorry, the preparation of my online store was unexpectedly hectic although I only sit on my ber preparing sh*it but it was so tiring as f*ck!

Anyways, here you go.  This is the rates I'm offering anyone who's interested to be a part of this blog.  Please send us an email to for further enquiries.  Image below is the documented rate of charges per entry.  

"Starting from the year 2017, this blog will be available for marketing services based on my experiences of writing in this blog for more that 8 years. Also note that every reviews, medias, and spreads to be publish in this blog will pertain a certain sum of charges and the review shall be available in my blog permanently unless stated to be removed by the owner."

I truly appreciate your love and support!

Don't forget to visit my online store or instagram and official website.  Yes we are now SSM registered wokeyyyy 😂😂😂


Wednesday, February 22, 2017

Thursday, February 16, 2017

Busy bee

Hi everyone!  Just a short update.  I'm very happy to announce that this blog will have an affiliate online store and will be launched soon.  Still preparing for a few bits and bots hopefully I can launch it by next weekend.  I'm so excited you guys and as the online store goes live, I will upload the rates and quotations for the paid review service in google docs.  Not to worry, I won't give you any hassle, all links will be in this blog and the online store.

Like i said before, hopefully will launch it by next weekend.  My day desk job is also keeping me occupied so i really wish i got enough energy to prepare all of this within a week or so.



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