Sunday, August 30, 2015

Alternate story behind...

To all of you who followed every story on my blog, you will remember that I was having a hard time in the last few weeks.  But God heard my prayers and my soul is finally free during the second week of Eid month.  I felt so blessed for the love and support from my friends.

So during the hard time period, I was offered to play the demon role in the video clip.  I had to reject the offer because the day we were suppose to shoot is during the exam week and I had to study on that day.  This part is still fine.  

Later then, I got an email offering me the role again since they postpone the date due to certain circumstances and it fell on the first day of my semester break.

This is not fine...

I had a second thought about playing that role because it connects with the problems that I committed with.  I was thinking about how "these kind of people" would accept me if "this" happened in future etc.  I always think about others first that I nearly ruined my chances in life.  At that moment, I'm not thinking straight because I was driven with something else.

But then I thought, fuck it!  God had given me this chance for a reason, that is for me to live my own life first, do what I want, enjoy what I love, have fun with my friends and not to satisfy or follow other people's thoughts.  Committed or not that doesn't mean that I should stop myself from anything.  Maybe this is the point where I should've realized my situation and take things to my own hands, manned up and finish this negativity.

2 weeks later, unleashed.  

I'm free
My sun has set
My soul is released
I have no regrets at all...

So I did it.  I'm very thankful to all that is very supportive towards me.  And I never felt better in life.  I have achieved something instead of getting committed to nothing actually.  I never stop appreciating these people who had pushed me out of this cocoon of misery and now I'm happier.  

I'm free and happy.  

It's a lie if I said that I'm never in distress after it ended considering that I had minor stress issues but what these people had done for me had given me strength to go through this stuff.

Thank you guys and I love each and everyone of you.  

You guys are the ones who deserved this love, no one else.




:(

Goddamn PTSD 

 Go away!!!


Saturday, August 29, 2015

Unboxing Xyron Sticker Maker 2.5'' | Downloadable planner stickers 2

Good day readers!!!  I'm so happy today because the xyron sticker maker is now available in Malaysia and I already purchased one too.  hahaha 

The sad part, I've used it on too many items that I've already printed and cut out few days earlier, and now I ran out of sticker papers.  Yes, in 2 hours all gone.  I nearly cried but now my space is full of stickers yaaaaaayyy!!! 

To all of you who are wondering where did I bought the machine, well it's from my all time favourite craft store that is now available through its online store.  Not to worry, this store is amazing with crafting products, and the sales person are friendly.  For those who purchase it online, they will reply back to your enquiries very fast.  I can really assure you that.  So check them out in the links below;

Check my previous crafting purchases/ideas from Craft Haven Malaysia;

Check out their other crafting products at:


Unboxing Xyron Sticker Maker 2.5''

How the box looked like.


Simple and minimal boxing by xyron :D


Came with a user guide book.

How to use?

Just slip in any papers ect. with max width of 2.5 inches and roll it out...

And boom!!!

Here are my stickers that I printed out before.
  
These are available for personal downloads...read the details below :D

These stickers are obviously not mine, I found them on pinterest.com and I will not upload the stickers here but you can only get them through my email.

If you require these mini stickers, just email me at;


(subject: I want stickers vol.2)

Have a nice dayyy!!!!

Friday, August 28, 2015

NICYSun music video is up!!!

Yes I'm acting as the demon in this music video

Check out my interview with them here;

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Check out their single "Fragment"

#wearelns #lakesandsnadders #nicysun #fragment
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Be please to listen, hear and watch us on our social media :


I'm co-starring in a music video as a fallen angel...

Tonight, 9pm 


Thursday, August 27, 2015

DIY Sticker Pocket | Downloadable stickers 1

I'm back again with my planner project but this time I made more journal cards and used one of the as a removable mini stickers pocket.  I did this because it's very cute, compact and my stickers won't be flying everywhere inside my planner.

This is very simple, just take a journal card, punch some holes and make a mini envelope and stick it at the back of the card.  Then, pop onto the binder rings.




These stickers are obviously not mine, I found them on pinterest.com and I will not upload the stickers here but you can only get them through my email.

If you require these mini stickers, just email me at;

(subject: I want stickers vol.1)


Have fun planning

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

BTS Part 2 | Now I Claim Your Sun Music Video

"Now I Claim Your Sun" music video premier will be on 28th of August 2015.

But first check out Part 1 full behind the scene footage feat. elledeen and fina (actor) of our journey into making this video alive.



Disclaimer:
All copyrights owned by Lakes And Snadders
Edited by Me!




Check out my interview with them here;

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Check out their single "Fragment"

#wearelns #lakesandsnadders #nicysun #fragment
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Be please to listen, hear and watch us on our social media :

BTS Part 1 | Now I Claim Your Sun Music Video

"Now I Claim Your Sun" music video premier will be on 28th of August 2015.

But first check out Part 1 full behind the scene footage feat. elledeen and fina (actor) of our journey into making this video alive.

Disclaimer:
All copyrights owned by Lakes And Snadders
Edited by Me!



Check out my interview with them here;

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Check out their single "Fragment"

#wearelns #lakesandsnadders #nicysun #fragment
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Be please to listen, hear and watch us on our social media :



Saturday, August 22, 2015

Birthday haul with Colorpop swatches | ig shop review

Again I went a bit more crazier.  Adding more lipsticks to my collection although I already got like tons of them.  Makeup is never enough to girls.  Since getting colorpop directly is hard enough so, I looked out for a reseller of this product.  

Check her out on instagram @makeupallure_

So here what I bought for the first try of this brand.


Without flash

With flash

Lipstickless me.

Me with Fiesta 

I don't think this color suits me because all I can see is my lips looked like been padded with paint.  My lips is awkwardly obvious and I hate this because I really love this color. -.-

Me with Tulle.

This color is beyond amazing!!!  It's something like berry mixed with a little bit of grey.  

Me with Dalia

Basically similar to all the fall shades that I already have but darker and appear more red which is very good.  Nothing wrong with this color, I love it but I don't think my brain can identify anymore colors.  I gotta stop buying these similar tones urrgghhh.

Me with Lax

Well this is the color that I'm looking forward to.  OXBLOOD!!!!  An absolute favourite and this is the actual color that I've been searching for since ever.  I'm so freaking happy!!!

Makeup:

I did the snake tongue eyeliner btw hehe
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Layered my caged bralet with lace flowy crop top from 


Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Simplified violet goth | Smokey yellow summer

I used a bunch of purples that I have and blending all the different tones on my eyelines.  Added the winged black eyeliner to make it darker.



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Bursts of yellow, orange and shimmer brown eye shadows.  



Sunday, August 9, 2015

Music video and media update 6: Teaser 4 (Final Teaser)


Behind the scene footage of Lakes And Snadders' new upcoming music video;

''Now I Claim Your Sun''

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Check out my interview with them here;


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Check out their single "Fragment"


#wearelns #lakesandsnadders #nicysun #fragment

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Be please to listen, hear and watch us on our social media :



Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Music Video and Media Update 5: Teaser 3


Behind the scene footage of Lakes And Snadders' new upcoming music video;

''Now I Claim Your Sun''

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Check out my interview with them here;


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Check out their single "Fragment"


#wearelns #lakesandsnadders #nicysun #fragment

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Be please to listen, hear and watch us on our social media :

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Red-Bronze Goth Makeup | Inspired by easyneon

Sorry no tutorial this time since I just feel like I wanna share the makeup look for today.

ps: viewing through mobile phones would give a more accurate hues. 

This makeup and technique was actually inspired from a youtuber, easyneon.


So I made my own inspired look.  I had to re-edit this photo to show you guys the most accurate color.  God!  I really need a good camera and lighting tools.


These photos are not edited in pc.  So just let them pass.  Let it go.  



I bought 3 pairs of earrings.  
Well not really bought it, granma gave me some cash for my birthday so I went out and made myself regret for spending too much.  

Thanks granma!!!

*upcoming birthday entry haul soon..maybe..lol*

Dior inspired.


This crystal earrings is amazing!!!!

Monday, August 3, 2015

My ''Demakeup'' Video | Makeup removal

It's a challenge to remove you makeup and appreciate the beauty of bareface.  I saw a youtuber did it so I got inspired and wanted to join this challenge.  

I challenge you people!!!

#demakeupchallenge

*disclaimer: this is not my original idea, I'm just supporting the values

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