I have conquered my battle with bad hair.

What day is bad hair day?

EVERYDAY BRO! (literally my referencing to the Paul brother)

My struggle with hair and this country's humidity had been written for ages.  I could actually write a f*cking book documenting about my failure of being satisfied with my hair because I never had good hair.  

I was born curly and as much as everyone in the earth population said my curls were pretty, it was not for me.  From childhood mocks and extreme heat absorption from each hair coil, my hair is my greatest suffering (excuse the PTSD).

My whole life, I've done hair treatments, expensive shampoos, hair oils, tonics everything you can think off.  I even destroyed them when I bleached my hair years ago, some of you would remember that episode of my life.

And finally I found the solution to my misery, after I used these two products my hair condition have changed drastically.

Please note this is not a sponsored post, but hoping it would be helpful for people with never ending hair mishaps like me.  If you have been suffering for this idiocity, please do try these two products.

1) WATSONS Naturals Aloe Vera Shampoo 490ml

2) COUNTRY FARM Extra Virgin Coconut Oil

How to hair;

Step 1
Massage your whole head with a generous amount of coconut  oil.  Clip or tie them up overnight.  As for me I have zero f*cks at the office, so sometimes I even do this step to work.

Step 2
Shampoo your hair and rinse, then shampoo again.  The first shampoo helps to wash off as much coconut oil from your hair and the second shampoo helps to clean you hair and scalp.

Step 3
Condition you hair with any conditioner you have.

Step 4
Cry because it finally works out for you.


[Please notice me Watsons senpai]

My Go-To Makeup Kit | Office

Hello again, it's me the morbidly lazy blogger who actually thought of quit blogging forever.  Seriously it's a fcking struggle you guys hahahaha...  

However, there's another hardcore struggle for me tho that is waking up extra early for work just because I need to do my makeup.  Yes the first 6 months into the job of course you still got the hype tho but now, bitch, I'd just wake up, shower and contemplating to kill myself for the next 8 hours.

The first 23 years of my life, I have never thought of having a go-to makeup kit would be a necessity because I have never been this tired and my face have not constantly breaking out as much as it is now but now I finally get it why Benefit selling little makeup kits although it is mainly targeted for travel purpose but as for me it is office worthy.  Apparently I have a lot of makeup in my collection and adding more shit would make me feel guilty to the old ones since I'm not using them that often.  (DEFINITELY BUYING MORE MAKEUP THE SECOND I GET OUT OF THE HOUSE)

Considering I have tons of crap in my vanity, I just had a mini beauty bin journey and shortlisted all my stuff that I might throw out but they still perform well on my face.  So here you go;

Most importantly keeping it minimal in my pouch

Finally it's here!!! | Colorpop Old VS New swatch

Remember like a month ago I wanted to make a swatch of my old and new Colourpop liquid lipstick (matte and metallic)?  

So here you go;

 #colourpop #ultramatteliquidlipstick #ultrametallicliquidlipstick #lax #tulle #embellish #zebra

Their eyeliner pot still sucks.

2017 | Birthday Haul

 So yes, I finally turned 24.  Hell fucking yeah!

Nothing much on my birthday tho because I don't like parties, so I just have a good (and emotional breakdown) of myself for the joyous day.  The only regret I had was not taking an annual leave as my boss actually did encourage me for 4 seconds to suppose taking a day off and locked myself in my bedroom.

Being 24 sucks but I have a job now so I can buy all the shit that I wanted tho.  Anyways, thank you to all who wished for a graceful birthday.  

So here's my birthday haul;

1) Jefferee Star Velour Lip Scrub in Orange Soda

Only 2 words can describe this: FUCKING DELICIOUS

This lip scrub is sugar-based and very safe to lick and swallow.  Not to mention that my fat ass can't stop licking this thing and probably has smoother lips than a baby's butt.

2) Colorpop Creme Gel Pot in Call Me

I ordered Swerve but got this one instead.  Okay I can accept that.  However, this eyeliner is fucking horrible.  Maybe I'm cursed when it comes to gel pot eyeliner but seriously it is dry and gets drier really fast on my eyelids.  I even use a Sigma angled eyeliner brush tip but still drawing a line is very impossible form me.

Seriously I need help on softening this formula.  Any ideas?

3) Colorpop Ultra Matte/Metallic Liquid Lipstick in Embellish and Zebra

These 2 formulas all I can say is EXCELLENT!!!  I was looking for a very dark brown lipstick and I just found my lips soul matte mate.  The metallic Zebra just blew my mind because it is very comfortable.

Oh well, I guess I'll continue the color swatch of these new liquid lippies compared to my old 2015 ones.

Thanks for reading, have a nice day.

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

2017 Goth (Nu Goth they said)

Nu goth which is in my opinion is a millennial Instagram goth that is somehow wearing less heavy clothing but they maintain the eccentricity (is that even a word?) of the sub-culture.  Nu (New) Goth is basically a modernize easy looking dark fashion with some hipster influence to it.  Honestly I don't hate Nu Goth because my country is so damn hot and minimize my goth outfits does help me a lot away from dehydration. 

Remember Mavis, the vampire kid from Hotel Transylvania?  She is an example that holds the vibes of a Nu Goth with that century old black mini dress shirt, and mary jane flats.  Another part of my observation is these fashionistas added some Wicca influence with all these aura moon stones, crescent pendants and hexagonal obsidian jewelries.  Not to forget manufacturers of this millennial dark fashion had printed white faces of the Sun and Moon, and gore looking Unicorns on jet black dress shirts.  Not to mention the hair tho.  It rather be a very black bob or colorful waves of mermaid hair.  

More detailed explanation here;

Taken from Google/Pinterest

Source: Google/Pinterest

Anyways, here's my very own interpretation of a Nu Goth.

Wavy hair.  Pardon my brows, I don't do brows.

Instagram makeup with cat's eye and dark lips.  Brighter eye shadow instead of the common black and red.

I'm wearing a liquid lipstick from LA Girl cosmetic and this color sucks on the build up.  I had to apply a few layers just to look good. Not excellent but good.

Free flow black shirt with modern cut outs.  Look what's on my neck!

It's a layered crescent and black hexagonal pendant. 

Lastly, I just had to post this.

Thank for reading ayy.

Have a nice gothy day :D

Lazy Blogger's Beauty Bin 2017

I'm back this time with a Beauty Bin post.  I always consider myself as a beauty product hoarder because I think I will use them till the end.  But I never did -.-  so I ended up keeping them for no reason and tell myself I'm gonna need it although never touching it again.

I did some cleaning up though.  Why?  Because I want to buy more stuff.  A legend once told, if you want to add up new stuff in your room, get rid of the old fugly one.  The legend was never real but I did threw out a few shit I found lying around for no reason in my bat cave.

I'll take them to you one by one.  We shall start with this one.

I have no idea I had this -.- and it's 75% empty.  WTF?  When I found this liquid makeup remover again after months of not knowing it exist, I know it had to go.  So I pour out all the leftover liquid inside and soak my dirty brushes with it.  Cheers for clean brushes!

But I'm never buying this again.  It's a good product to soak brushes with but for my face, I had to use a lot of the liquid and shit is not cheap tho.  

Next!

Yasss these!  I'm literally a compact powder destroyer because I broke them all the time.  I can't even recall when did I never threw away a compact without the insides getting broken and powder fell out everywhere I could imagine.  Maybelline make good compacts but now I have a new favorite.  F*cking Garnier!

Hahaha this one...

This is actually a sample product I got from Sephora and I never liked it.  It just doesn't go with my skin type but I use them a lot when I'm MUA on the job.  I did great for perfect cover up makeup tho.  Had it for a long time and finally get rid of it because of the smell.  Expired and yuck!

Bitch, I'm cheap af!!!

I was also a CC cream sample I got from Sephora and it was amazing.  Full size bottle cost around RM300++ expensive for me and I'm never buying one.  

The old times when I was not a holosexual...

 

Remember that time when OPI was the dopest brand?  I still do because I've been keeping this Limited Edition small packed Mariah Carey Liquid Sand collection for years.  Used them only a few times but never liking 'em.  I messed up maybe because I haven't been sniffing any holo glitter at that time.

The times when I've converted to be a holosexual, then I ruined it...

It was tragic...

Hats down for this fallen holo glitter nail polish...  

I felt like I've committed a murder and this sin shall never be forgiven by the HoloGods.  Wanna know what happened?  My genius ass brain told myself if I pour in the Sally Hansen nail polish remover, this thickened polish will thin a bit and I can continue doing my nails.  But the remover was strong that it makes the glitter bleached out its sparkle and made the polish turned cloudy.  

I.....I just can't...forgive me!

Holy f*ck I got molded!

 

Sleek blush by 3 is my forever favorite blush palette.   The pigmentation and texture is never a disappointment.  I even have nothing against this blush and also use it as eyeshadow sometimes when I need my eyes to glow red.

 

Then this happened... 

It got attacked by mold.  Don't even ask me how it happened because I have no idea and yes I kept all my makeup in a good suitable condition.  Too bad that this color is unique and hard to find also not many sellers in my country take online orders for this brand. 

 

This is one of the true cause of suicide.

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Oh my God--he's got my Cadillac Red lipstick! It's discontinued!! I want that creep to fry!

 

What am I up to these days | GoodandSoldKL #GNSBASICWEARCOLLECTION

Hej!

Today I'll be doing a post on something that involving me modelling with my resting b*tch face and still manage to be in a basic wear campaign.  How they would still choose I don't know how but that is lovely and very much appreciated you guys :D.

Also the best part of it that I was the makeup artist both for me and the male model (he did cringed a lot though).  The brief concept for my face was something simple, naturally indie street look, nothing demonic like how I look everyday and some pop of color on the eyes and lips.  For the male model, who is also a singer of this band, I just had to do some contouring and Edward-Cullen the sh*t out of his face.  sorry bruh.

behind the scene

So basically months ago we had a photo shoot together with the upcoming Malaysian brand, Good and Sold for their latest basic wear collection.  With their hashtag #GNSBASICWEAR, this brand came up with a street wear unisex debut collection that were launched around a month ago.  

Their designs are minimal but very eye catching with an urban lightning  vibes struck into them.  The materials are comforting and very wearable in the hot sun.  The modern cutting also flaunts and flows perfectly on your body as well and the best part is, this collection is good for casual-office wear too.  Add a blazer on top and you are good to go!

Introducing;

G&S T-SHIRT (WHITE) designed for unisex.

This minimal top can be social-outing outfit, and is super breathable to keep you feeling cool and comfortable year -round.  The shoulder, armholes have all  been redesigned for more fitting, comfortable feel.  The simple crew neckline design goes with any outer wear and accessories, it's perfect for the hottest months of the years.

G&S Signature T-SHIRT (BLACK)

Super comfy black custom made  t-shirt with back tail cut for the ladies.  Made from ultra fine fibres, the deep scoop neckline and fishtail design means it stays hidden under your outer layers to keep you dry and comfortable all year-round.

G&S RAGLAN

Designed for unisex.  Keep it up a notch in style with G&S RAGLAN, stretchable and fits to your body structure.  T-shirt is made with ultra-fine fibres for an amazingly light, smooth feel.  They are simple, color blocking and have 3-quarter sleeves with front back printing of their signature logo . Available in 2 colours. Which one is your fav?

G&S STRIPED T-SHIRT.

Also designed for unisex. Go linear with our G&S STRIPED T-SHIRT. This top is design with G&S signature logo. Stretchable and fits to your body. Made with ultra-fine fibres for an amazingly light, smooth feeling.

To purchase this elevating #OOTD check out their onlinestore here 
(Whatsapp: 013-2967493).  

Price starts from RM40.

#goodandsoldkl #gnsbasicwear #basiccollection #malaysia #campaign #streetwear #classy #lookbook #ootd #gnsootd


Credits
Photos: Good and Sold KL (Azrul & Shazlyn)
Talent: El & Why
Makeup: Why

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Check out their previous collection campaign:

Recap: Best of 2015 | Welcome 2016!!!

Hello everyone!!! 

Yes finally I have a little amount of time to ramble everything I managed to get in 2015.  By the way, Happy New Year!!!  And again, I'm never excited about it.  I'm going into adulthood, everyone's getting married, I need to get a job.  All I wanted is to be a 5 year old child.

So a month ago. I went to Aussie with my classmates.  Found an alternative store and managed to get my very own Bephomet for 45 dollars.  It's goddamn expensive but what the hell, I was on vacation.

Also got myself a Kikki K cute diary.  Just to have a feeling of using Kikki K, so I spent a few bucks to get the Xmas gift set that was luckily on sale.  

But now I kinda regret it, because I missed my custom diy planner and also found a Typo planner which was far more crazy with it's wildly neon inserts design.  

Urghh never mind, I bought the Typo and try to find some alternative of using it.  

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2 weeks later, I was called upon again to join and do a media cover for another showcase.

When your lipstick was on point!

Here's my tag for the day...

This is what I managed to snap...  

I was busy doing a whole lot interesting job.  

I had to do a backstage interview for all of the bands.  

But actually most of them because it's getting dark and mom going shit crazy forced me to go back -.-

My best friend of the day.  I never thought that I had to be in the video also, so I was actually not prepared.  Well, shit but I made it!  

Those boys were cool enough for me to be cool during each sessions.

Photo album: Lost Not Forgotten Showcase

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My boyfriend had to be a doll and gave me this tshirt.  

So I made a meme out of it

 RIP Goth Boots

Hello new Goth Boots (left), on the right is mom's.

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Went to my course dinner and bump into my boys who were actually performing that night.  

Had a blast with them.

Had a blast but was not really enjoying myself because my bf had a terrible fever and I was worried sick that night.  The night before was a lot worse.  

Sumpah risau giler lah shaitonnn!!!

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 As for hobbies, I rekindled the child in me by having these colouring books.  

Get a colouring book they said,

Very relaxing they said..

-.-''

Goddamn tiring!

 I cleared up my ring-binder planner, and compiled all the memories of 2015 into a special gallery.  I think I should do that every year...

 I've lost a lot of myself this year, so to be back as to the original me, I'm gonna start to rearrange my clothes and hang them one by one and wear more black...

 -2015 was not all bullshit-

2015 was all bullshit for me.

Lost my little baby boy (a cat not a child), strings of PTSDs, unwanted heartbreak. 

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God took little pieces of me and in return He gave me something more to be greatful of... 

He gave me everything... 

-My family who made me go shit crazy everyday.

-Got free Avenged Sevenfold tickets.

-The Sundals who bitched out together.

-My Intels who saved my life with great information.

-Brothers and Protectors who gave me strength to end my misery and move on with my life.

-Metalheads who turned into good friends and families.

-A music video.

-Positioned as Publicist and Supporting Media.

-Fell in love with my best friend.

-Hung out with Tuanku in Melbourne.

 ...and etc.

Enough said, 

2015 was not all bullshit.

Thank you all for making my year awesome and fun!!! 

2016 DON'T YOU DARE TO FUCK ME!!!

-toodles-