Yes finally I have a little amount of time to ramble everything I managed to get in 2015. By the way, Happy New Year!!! And again, I'm never excited about it. I'm going into adulthood, everyone's getting married, I need to get a job. All I wanted is to be a 5 year old child.
So a month ago. I went to Aussie with my classmates. Found an alternative store and managed to get my very own Bephomet for 45 dollars. It's goddamn expensive but what the hell, I was on vacation.
Also got myself a Kikki K cute diary. Just to have a feeling of using Kikki K, so I spent a few bucks to get the Xmas gift set that was luckily on sale.
But now I kinda regret it, because I missed my custom diy planner and also found a Typo planner which was far more crazy with it's wildly neon inserts design.
Urghh never mind, I bought the Typo and try to find some alternative of using it.
2 weeks later, I was called upon again to join and do a media cover for another showcase.
When your lipstick was on point!
Here's my tag for the day...
This is what I managed to snap...
I was busy doing a whole lot interesting job.
I had to do a backstage interview for all of the bands.
But actually most of them because it's getting dark and mom going shit crazy forced me to go back -.-
My best friend of the day. I never thought that I had to be in the video also, so I was actually not prepared. Well, shit but I made it!
Those boys were cool enough for me to be cool during each sessions.
My boyfriend had to be a doll and gave me this tshirt.
So I made a meme out of it
RIP Goth Boots
Hello new Goth Boots (left), on the right is mom's.
Went to my course dinner and bump into my boys who were actually performing that night.
Had a blast with them.
Had a blast but was not really enjoying myself because my bf had a terrible fever and I was worried sick that night. The night before was a lot worse.
Sumpah risau giler lah shaitonnn!!!
As for hobbies, I rekindled the child in me by having these colouring books.
Get a colouring book they said,
Very relaxing they said..
I cleared up my ring-binder planner, and compiled all the memories of 2015 into a special gallery. I think I should do that every year...
I've lost a lot of myself this year, so to be back as to the original me, I'm gonna start to rearrange my clothes and hang them one by one and wear more black...
-2015 was not all bullshit-
2015 was all bullshit for me.
Lost my little baby boy (a cat not a child), strings of PTSDs, unwanted heartbreak.
God took little pieces of me and in return He gave me something more to be greatful of...
He gave me everything...
-My family who made me go shit crazy everyday.
-Got free Avenged Sevenfold tickets.
-The Sundals who bitched out together.
-My Intels who saved my life with great information.
-Brothers and Protectors who gave me strength to end my misery and move on with my life.
-Metalheads who turned into good friends and families.
-A music video.
-Positioned as Publicist and Supporting Media.
-Fell in love with my best friend.
-Hung out with Tuanku in Melbourne.
2015 was not all bullshit.
Thank you all for making my year awesome and fun!!!
2016 DON'T YOU DARE TO FUCK ME!!!