2017 Goth (Nu Goth they said)

Nu goth which is in my opinion is a millennial Instagram goth that is somehow wearing less heavy clothing but they maintain the eccentricity (is that even a word?) of the sub-culture.  Nu (New) Goth is basically a modernize easy looking dark fashion with some hipster influence to it.  Honestly I don't hate Nu Goth because my country is so damn hot and minimize my goth outfits does help me a lot away from dehydration. 

Remember Mavis, the vampire kid from Hotel Transylvania?  She is an example that holds the vibes of a Nu Goth with that century old black mini dress shirt, and mary jane flats.  Another part of my observation is these fashionistas added some Wicca influence with all these aura moon stones, crescent pendants and hexagonal obsidian jewelries.  Not to forget manufacturers of this millennial dark fashion had printed white faces of the Sun and Moon, and gore looking Unicorns on jet black dress shirts.  Not to mention the hair tho.  It rather be a very black bob or colorful waves of mermaid hair.  

More detailed explanation here;

Taken from Google/Pinterest

Source: Google/Pinterest

Anyways, here's my very own interpretation of a Nu Goth.

Wavy hair.  Pardon my brows, I don't do brows.

Instagram makeup with cat's eye and dark lips.  Brighter eye shadow instead of the common black and red.

I'm wearing a liquid lipstick from LA Girl cosmetic and this color sucks on the build up.  I had to apply a few layers just to look good. Not excellent but good.

Free flow black shirt with modern cut outs.  Look what's on my neck!

It's a layered crescent and black hexagonal pendant. 

Lastly, I just had to post this.

Thank for reading ayy.

Have a nice gothy day :D

Recap: Best of 2015 | Welcome 2016!!!

Hello everyone!!! 

Yes finally I have a little amount of time to ramble everything I managed to get in 2015.  By the way, Happy New Year!!!  And again, I'm never excited about it.  I'm going into adulthood, everyone's getting married, I need to get a job.  All I wanted is to be a 5 year old child.

So a month ago. I went to Aussie with my classmates.  Found an alternative store and managed to get my very own Bephomet for 45 dollars.  It's goddamn expensive but what the hell, I was on vacation.

Also got myself a Kikki K cute diary.  Just to have a feeling of using Kikki K, so I spent a few bucks to get the Xmas gift set that was luckily on sale.  

But now I kinda regret it, because I missed my custom diy planner and also found a Typo planner which was far more crazy with it's wildly neon inserts design.  

Urghh never mind, I bought the Typo and try to find some alternative of using it.  

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2 weeks later, I was called upon again to join and do a media cover for another showcase.

When your lipstick was on point!

Here's my tag for the day...

This is what I managed to snap...  

I was busy doing a whole lot interesting job.  

I had to do a backstage interview for all of the bands.  

But actually most of them because it's getting dark and mom going shit crazy forced me to go back -.-

My best friend of the day.  I never thought that I had to be in the video also, so I was actually not prepared.  Well, shit but I made it!  

Those boys were cool enough for me to be cool during each sessions.

Photo album: Lost Not Forgotten Showcase

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My boyfriend had to be a doll and gave me this tshirt.  

So I made a meme out of it

 RIP Goth Boots

Hello new Goth Boots (left), on the right is mom's.

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Went to my course dinner and bump into my boys who were actually performing that night.  

Had a blast with them.

Had a blast but was not really enjoying myself because my bf had a terrible fever and I was worried sick that night.  The night before was a lot worse.  

Sumpah risau giler lah shaitonnn!!!

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 As for hobbies, I rekindled the child in me by having these colouring books.  

Get a colouring book they said,

Very relaxing they said..

-.-''

Goddamn tiring!

 I cleared up my ring-binder planner, and compiled all the memories of 2015 into a special gallery.  I think I should do that every year...

 I've lost a lot of myself this year, so to be back as to the original me, I'm gonna start to rearrange my clothes and hang them one by one and wear more black...

 -2015 was not all bullshit-

2015 was all bullshit for me.

Lost my little baby boy (a cat not a child), strings of PTSDs, unwanted heartbreak. 

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God took little pieces of me and in return He gave me something more to be greatful of... 

He gave me everything... 

-My family who made me go shit crazy everyday.

-Got free Avenged Sevenfold tickets.

-The Sundals who bitched out together.

-My Intels who saved my life with great information.

-Brothers and Protectors who gave me strength to end my misery and move on with my life.

-Metalheads who turned into good friends and families.

-A music video.

-Positioned as Publicist and Supporting Media.

-Fell in love with my best friend.

-Hung out with Tuanku in Melbourne.

 ...and etc.

Enough said, 

2015 was not all bullshit.

Thank you all for making my year awesome and fun!!! 

2016 DON'T YOU DARE TO FUCK ME!!!

-toodles-

Birthday haul with Colorpop swatches | ig shop review

Again I went a bit more crazier.  Adding more lipsticks to my collection although I already got like tons of them.  Makeup is never enough to girls.  Since getting colorpop directly is hard enough so, I looked out for a reseller of this product.  

Check her out on instagram @makeupallure_

So here what I bought for the first try of this brand.

Colorpop official website

Without flash

With flash

Lipstickless me.

Me with Fiesta 

I don't think this color suits me because all I can see is my lips looked like been padded with paint.  My lips is awkwardly obvious and I hate this because I really love this color. -.-

Me with Tulle.

This color is beyond amazing!!!  It's something like berry mixed with a little bit of grey.  

Me with Dalia

Basically similar to all the fall shades that I already have but darker and appear more red which is very good.  Nothing wrong with this color, I love it but I don't think my brain can identify anymore colors.  I gotta stop buying these similar tones urrgghhh.

Me with Lax

Well this is the color that I'm looking forward to.  OXBLOOD!!!!  An absolute favourite and this is the actual color that I've been searching for since ever.  I'm so freaking happy!!!

Makeup:

I did the snake tongue eyeliner btw hehe

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Layered my caged bralet with lace flowy crop top from 

Luxy Couture (Malaysia)

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World Goth Day Entry 5: WGD Haul!!!

So these are my WGD haul.  Another reason for me to waste my money.  But not with the shoese though, bcause I really need them so much.  

(My burgundy shoes were too ugly for me to wear in public, although it's comfort was still the best until the day I threw it away.  It has served me well)

Got these 2 pairs for 50 bucks.  

I love wild looking shoes btw -.-

From Kitschen

Beauty products:

Nyx Lip Primer in Nude 

Nyx Love in Paris palette in Je Ne Sais Quoi

Tarte eye treatment & Maracuja oil 

Contour Eye Pencil 12hr Wear Waterproof in Black Lace

With flash

Without flash *yes I'm too lazy to revert the photo*

And of course!!!  MHU4 which I will play after finishing my finals T_T

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April 2015 Haul and Review!!!

Fashion

~~CINNAMON AND THREADS~~

My favourite is the Arwen Evenstar, only RM19!!!  

This shop made my dream came true because I've been looking for the evenstar like forever.

Friendly and fast service!!!  Delay only occured because of the custom.  Other than that, they are trustworthy.  

Check them out: https://instagram.com/cinnamonandthreads/

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~~SUMMERBELLE.MY~~

Since the metallic tattoos are so in season, I went a lil bit crazy on my tattoo haul.  I got like 5-6 sets of these amazing blings.  All very good quality and very waterproof.  

The only drawback is when you put it on your back, as you lie down for a few hours during sleep, the tattoo will stick on your shirt only if you're sweating and have a room with a temperature like Mordor.  

The service is very good and fast.  No complaints.

Check them here: https://instagram.com/summerbelle.my

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Entertainment

~~FANTASY LIFE~~

This game had been around in my bag for quite sometime and finally I got myself to play this one.  I've been busy with classes (but not studying though) and Pokemon (got lost in the game and too lazy to read the online walthrough or even restarting the game).  So I just leave Pokemon alone and let my savior to finish it.  A very hot savior.  

This game is dope!!!  For a person like me that really not into think in any situation, I would recommend this.  The mission guide is nearly perfect and didn't leave you hanging.  

Rating: 5/5

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~~DAARCHLEA~~

This is a very special album because:

1) It's a debut album of my fellow acquaintance (I knew their bassist)

2) It's a dakwah kind of album with a black metal genre.

3) It's a local band album but when you listen to it you might get confused with the other European black metal bands.

4) The lyrics are perfect.

Rating: 4.8/5

Check them out here: 

https://instagram.com/daarchlea/

https://www.facebook.com/daarchleaofficial

https://twitter.com/daarchlea

To purchase the album and other merch, email: 

daarchleaofficial@gmail.com