Wednesday, March 30, 2011

layaaaaan... ''QYZ laughing attack video''

omaigoth!!! seriyes vid ni lawak gila sial!!..first time aku tgk, confirm aku kne laughing attack, sawan pown ader jugak..tetiba senyap pastu gelak sorg2..dasar mental betol kau Y!!! hahahaha..

aku tribute vid ni utk Z, Q, aqeel, along, ina, dedi, lin kepeng, n cikgu zamri sengal

ok la aku nak tepek vid bengong ni je..aku nak makan..lapor weyh!


Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Special for incik keding (i x de kedit nak sms T_T)

Izzul, i miss you...Bila nak jumpa lagi ni??? P/s: dah anta borang kat skolah ke blom?? tarikh tutup 14april en?

okait papai

p/s: i love u =.=''

Friday, March 25, 2011

twisted ke?

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Simptom shopaholic menyerang lagi

Petang tadi dalam kol 3 lebih aku lunch, pastu naik semayang jap then sambung tgk tv cerita ''Science of the Movies''..sambil tgk, aku peluk la bantal kepala felix the cat aku tuh.  Memula peluk, pastu tepek kat muka then zzzzZZZZ sampai kol 5.20..  Pastu aku terdengar bonda jerit dari atas,

''Kak!! ow kak!! Hoi tido rupanya budak ni..Kak kat pegi empire ak??

''uuhhhrrggggkkk'' (aku jwb)

bila da terjaga mula la susah nak tido balik, akhirnya aku mengalah jugak..naik atas, golek2 atas katil pastu ajk bonda gi empire..weeeeee!!!!

ok skarg aku dah balik rumah, aku dapat beli sebijik handbag Charles and Keith (je tau..Z sila gelak), design dia lebih kurang inspired mcm chanel yg aku nak tu la..and harga dia RM169.90 je (aku rase murah gila dowh sbb slalu dpt 200++)..

omg omg omg!! mak suko nyah!!! kawe eksited jerit-jerit serupo ponde mu tau dok sambil buat tgk mcm usop..ok sangat tak! kat umah baru aku menggedik buat posing2 model bersama incik handbag..

eyh nampak bulu tangan la..
layakkah daku menjadi supermodel?? kalau tidak, penari kebudayaan pown boleh la, sila angkat tangan mcm saya *swing swing*

mak da pandai kepit beg taw uolls..jangan jeles!! *terpengaruh tgk cite Sutun part one two, bak kata usin*

Z, sila jerit Charles and Keith je tau..ok?? ready?? satu..dua..tiga!!!

Bila aku sumbat semua harta aku dlm handbag tu, baru la aku menghargai betapa luasnya poket doraemon

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Domestic Violence (info and help)

Signs of Abuse and Abusive Relationships

Domestic violence and abuse can happen to anyone, yet the problem is often overlooked, excused, or denied. This is especially true when the abuse is psychological, rather than physical. Emotional abuse is often minimized, yet it can leave deep and lasting scars.

Noticing and acknowledging the warning signs and symptoms of domestic violence and abuse is the first step to ending it. No one should live in fear of the person they love. If you recognize yourself or someone you know in the following warning signs and descriptions of abuse, don’t hesitate to reach out. There is help available.

Understanding domestic violence and abuse

Domestic abuse, also known asspousal abuse, occurs when one person in an intimate relationship or marriage tries to dominate and control the other person. Domestic abuse that includes physical violence is called domestic violence.

Domestic violence and abuse are used for one purpose and one purpose only: to gain and maintain total control over you. An abuser doesn’t “play fair.” Abusers use fear, guilt, shame, and intimidation to wear you down and keep you under his or her thumb. Your abuser may also threaten you, hurt you, or hurt those around you.

Domestic violence and abuse does not discriminate. It happens among heterosexual couples and in same-sex partnerships. It occurs within all age ranges, ethnic backgrounds, and economic levels. And while women are more commonly victimized, men are also abused—especially verbally and emotionally, although sometimes even physically as well. The bottom line is that abusive behavior is never acceptable, whether it’s coming from a man, a woman, a teenager, or an older adult. You deserve to feel valued, respected, and safe.

Recognizing abuse is the first step to getting help

Domestic abuse often escalates from threats and verbal abuse to violence. And while physical injury may be the most obvious danger, the emotional and psychological consequences of domestic abuse are also severe. Emotionally abusive relationships can destroy your self-worth, lead to anxiety and depression, and make you feel helpless and alone. No one should have to endure this kind of pain—and your first step to breaking free is recognizing that your situation is abusive. Once you acknowledge the reality of the abusive situation, then you can get the help you need.

Signs of an abusive relationship

There are many signs of an abusive relationship. The most telling sign is fear of your partner. If you feel like you have to walk on eggshells around your partner—constantly watching what you say and do in order to avoid a blow-up—chances are your relationship is unhealthy and abusive. Other signs that you may be in an abusive relationship include a partner who belittles you or tries to control you, and feelings of self-loathing, helplessness, and desperation.

To determine whether your relationship is abusive, answer the questions below. The more “yes” answers, the more likely it is that you’re in an abusive relationship.


Your Inner Thoughts and Feelings
Do you:

feel afraid of your partner much of the time?
avoid certain topics out of fear of angering your partner?
feel that you can’t do anything right for your partner?
believe that you deserve to be hurt or mistreated?
wonder if you’re the one who is crazy?
feel emotionally numb or helpless?

Your Partner’s Belittling Behavior
Does your partner:

humiliate or yell at you?
criticize you and put you down?
treat you so badly that you’re embarrassed for your friends or family to see?
ignore or put down your opinions or accomplishments?
blame you for his own abusive behavior?
see you as property or a sex object, rather than as a person?

Your Partner’s Violent Behavior or Threats
Does your partner:

have a bad and unpredictable temper?
hurt you, or threaten to hurt or kill you?
threaten to take your children away or harm them?
threaten to commit suicide if you leave?
force you to have sex?
destroy your belongings?

Your Partner’s Controlling Behavior
Does your partner:

act excessively jealous and possessive?
control where you go or what you do?
keep you from seeing your friends or family?
limit your access to money, the phone, or the car?
constantly check up on you?

Physical abuse and domestic violence

When people talk about domestic violence, they are often referring to the physical abuse of a spouse or intimate partner. Physical abuse is the use of physical force against someone in a way that injures or endangers that person. Physical assault or battering is a crime, whether it occurs inside or outside of the family. The police have the power and authority to protect you from physical attack.

Sexual abuse is a form of physical abuse

Any situation in which you are forced to participate in unwanted, unsafe, or degrading sexual activity is sexual abuse. Forced sex, even by a spouse or intimate partner with whom you also have consensual sex, is an act of aggression and violence. Furthermore, people whose partners abuse them physically and sexually are at a higher risk of being seriously injured or killed.

It Is Still Abuse If . . .

The incidents of physical abuse seem minor when compared to those you have read about, seen on television or heard other women talk about. There isn’t a “better” or “worse” form of physical abuse; you can be severely injured as a result of being pushed, for example.

The incidents of physical abuse have only occurred one or two times in the relationship. Studies indicate that if your spouse/partner has injured you once, it is likely he will continue to physically assault you.

The physical assaults stopped when you became passive and gave up your right to express yourself as you desire, to move about freely and see others, and to make decisions. It is not a victory if you have to give up your rights as a person and a partner in exchange for not being assaulted!

There has not been any physical violence. Many women are emotionally and verbally assaulted. This can be as equally frightening and is often more confusing to try to understand.

Emotional abuse: It’s a bigger problem than you think

When people think of domestic abuse, they often picture battered women who have been physically assaulted. But not all abusive relationships involve violence. Just because you’re not battered and bruised doesn’t mean you’re not being abused. Many men and women suffer from emotional abuse, which is no less destructive. Unfortunately, emotional abuse is often minimized or overlooked—even by the person being abused.

Understanding emotional abuse

The aim of emotional abuse is to chip away at your feelings of self-worth and independence. If you’re the victim of emotional abuse, you may feel that there is no way out of the relationship or that without your abusive partner you have nothing.

Emotional abuse includes verbal abuse such as yelling, name-calling, blaming, and shaming. Isolation, intimidation, and controlling behavior also fall under emotional abuse. Additionally, abusers who use emotional or psychological abuse often throw in threats of physical violence or other repercussions if you don’t do what they want.

You may think that physical abuse is far worse than emotional abuse, since physical violence can send you to the hospital and leave you with scars. But, the scars of emotional abuse are very real, and they run deep. In fact, emotional abuse can be just as damaging as physical abuse—sometimes even more so.

Economic or financial abuse:

A subtle form of emotional abuse
Remember, an abuser’s goal is to control you, and he or she will frequently use money to do so. Economic or financial abuse includes:

~Rigidly controlling your finances.
~Withholding money or credit cards.
~Making you account for every penny you spend.
~Withholding basic necessities (food, clothes, medications, shelter).
~Restricting you to an allowance.
~Preventing you from working or choosing your own career.
~Sabotaging your job (making you miss work, calling constantly)
~Stealing from you or taking your money.

The Full Cycle of Domestic Violence: An Example

A man abuses his partner. After he hits her, he experiences self-directed guilt. He says, "I'm sorry for hurting you." What he does not say is, "Because I might get caught." He then rationalizes his behavior by saying that his partner is having an affair with someone. He tells her "If you weren't such a worthless whore I wouldn't have to hit you." He then acts contrite, reassuring her that he will not hurt her again. He then fantasizes and reflects on past abuse and how he will hurt her again. He plans on telling her to go to the store to get some groceries. What he withholds from her is that she has a certain amount of time to do the shopping. When she is held up in traffic and is a few minutes late, he feels completely justified in assaulting her because "you're having an affair with the store clerk." He has just set her up.

more info; go to this source (link)


1)This is the source from The Malaysian Bar (recomended);

2)You can get help from this local website;

*based on AKTA KEGANASAN RUMAH TANGGA 1994 (Akta 521)*

More beauty art work

1) Colourful peacock inspired by miss cheivous

Colour hampir sama yg beza dia, aku guna shimmer eyeshadow and dlm tutorial tuh dia pkai vivid colour..

2) Pink purple

Base: shimmer lilac

Highlighter: shimmer pink

Liner: shimmer lilac

Monday, March 14, 2011

Alert!! Nuclear power plan kat Japan dah meletup

Kwan aku baru call tadi, dia kata kol 4.30 pagi tadi nuclear power plant kat Fukushima dah meletop jadi of coz berlakunya radiation..

So, aku nak warning jika sekiranya esok hujan, tolong jgn kuar rumah main2 hujan..tu mmg confrim nak mampos cepat sbb air hujan tu ader high possibility jadi sangat2 acidic, jadi can cause irritation, rambut gugur, skin defect and cancer..

Kalo terpaksa keluar jugak, tolong la ikhtiar pakai topi, payung, rain coat so that the acidic rain water tu x exposed kat skin..

So to all my readers, be carefull ok!!

more info, read this

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Y kau jaga adik aku bebaik

Tajuk entri kali ni sangat synchronise dengan pesanan fith kat aku..Ye la harini farah (adik fith) ajk aku shopping mencari dan merembat skirt and hoodie gothic yg dia nak sgt kol 4 aunty hantar farah kat mall pastu aku la yg kne babysit mak cik ni..kah kah kah..

Ktorg shopping clothing kat reject shop..pastu pegi kedai ape tah aku pown x tau nama dia utk beli glove untuk aku rabakkan bagi kasi effect gothic rocker and bli signature pendant yg seriyesly sgt cantiek..then, lepak kat guardian jumpa at ngan dedi pastu aku belanja la si farah ni black naik polish sbb dia mmg nak sgt..

aku nak pendant ni!!! lawaaaaaa!!
Dah setel semua aku tman farah bli makanan then naik atas skali lepak kat port biasa (kedai ina)..tgk la movie cuti-cuti cinta kejap, then aku pakai kan nail polish n makeup untuk mak cik tembam ni..then aku yg lepak sambil melepek and si farah ni berlari2 kat level tuh..punyer la hepi daapt baju baru..aku x der la lalu nak ngejor budak ni soh dok diam2..janji dia x lepas dari pandangan aku sudah..

sengal cam gua rupanya budak ni..
baru aku sedor best jugak jaga budak eyh..baru la ader thrill..kah kah kah..bila time balik aunty yg amik farah pastu sembang2 la kejap..aunty cakap kat aku,
''farah ni dia nak kakak, aunty soh la dia tnye psl gothic kat sbg fith dia tpi maner la fith nak hah kak mirah dia dah ader ok laa jdi kakak dia..nnti nak shopping ke pape pegi ngan kak mirah dia je..haha''

pergh aku terharu gila bro!! bukan takat aku senyum ke telinga, tpi senyum sampai bontot tau gak jadi kak long kpd budak tembam ni..sengal dia pown cam dah ngikut aku je..nak bukti?
aku x tau nak cakap ape dah =.=''
bila aku story kat ina, hima, and at pasal farah sms aku cakap thank you and I love u, dorg terus buat spekuali cirit,

''haah laa i love you kak mira..nnti jadi akak ipar dia betol2 kang!! haha!!''

hotak kau! x nak aku si fith tuh..kerh kerh kerh!!
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