Monday, October 5, 2015

I am a muslim but...


I don't say that much about my religion but this video made by Karim really touched me and I know how he really felt.  

Here's is what I'm gonna say after for so long I'm holding it back;

I am a muslim, but once a sister told me if I go to a non-muslim country I would get really ruined and forget my religion.

I am a muslim, but being a goth is my way of life.  
Goth is just only a culture, not a religion and I can be in any culture that I want as long as it doesn't contradict with my religion. 

I am a muslim, but people judge me on how I look.

I am a muslim, but having a different hair color made people think that I'm kafir.

I am a muslim, but I don't wear hijab.

I am a muslim, once I posted a mourning-condolences picture, a brother told me that I worship satan.

I am a muslim but my other muslim brothers and sisters judged me because they are not convinced that I practice the stands of my religion.

I am a muslim but people expected me to show all my Islamic practices.  
I don't need to show it because Allah knows all my doings and if I show you, what differences would it make, you don't even have the almighty power to decide on your life and what makes you think that you can decide and judge on mine (or others)?

I'm a muslim and I don't care of what you think.  
I have Allah and I don't need you to "hisab" on me.  
Only Allah can judge who goes to heaven and hell, not you. 

So now I want you to think about it, by going to religious classes, going to the mosque everyday, covering yourself up, posting religious entries on social media, advising others to be how it is suppose to be, showing your religious appearance, posting your good deeds and practices...

Just ask yourself this;

Are you being SINCERE about it?


Sunday, October 4, 2015

Don't forget tomorrow @ 9pm

Check out my exclusive live feed interview with the awesome
 Royal Rebel Kids.

Wondering who these people are?

Get an exclusive front seat with your gadgets and social media networks, thus your questions will be answered.

See you guys tomorrow!!!

#ChaosInMotion


Thursday, September 24, 2015

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Dear Allah,

Give me strength
Give me patience

Thank you for listening.

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Design 1 Planner Pages *as requested*

These are how my inserts looks like.  
Hopefully you'll be inspired.  


Agenda covers for 2015-2016

Monthly planner


Weekly planner.

Notes pages

Download my templates and you can edit it by yourself.  
Disclaimer: Images in the templates are from pinterest.com

Explosive Sticker Haul | How I Use My Planner

So I went crazy again but now with stickers...

Most of them I bought from Mr.Diy which is similar to a dollar store concept. 

The only things that I bought from MPH bookstore was the 2-in-1 Sonia stickers set, planner zipper pouch and ghost page flags.  

Good bye money, hello pretty planner!!!





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Just encountered week 1 and see how full it is now...  
And yes I use my planner excessively for informations that I received. 
Totally worth all the usage of spaces. 
LOL!


Ready for week 2 & 3


See design 1 planner inserts examples here

DIY Planner Project | With layout/template design, instructions and examples free downloads

The last few weeks I've been so inspired with having the fancy whimsical planner. The pre-made ones are very boring and plain, so why don't I make them myself.  

At least I can have a chic and personalized planner of my own.  


The basic materials for this project;



Expensive as fuck but I love it.  Simple and beautiful.
1) Blank A5 planner paper (pre-made holes)
2) Empty A5 binder/diary *but I have no choice, those with accurate ring holders are not available anywhere in my town so I gotta buy the shit expensive one ;( 
3) Printer 
4) A whole lot of patience when it comes to editing and choosing the images.

Other stuff will appear when you let your creativity and imagination gone wild.
I'm going to show you the final results of my amazing planner.  To make this yourself, I've uploaded the planner inserts layouts/templates and click on the links given for you to download.  


I don't want to upload my personal planner design files because I respect the copyrights and intellectual property of the images/patterns I found and used from Pinterest website (I've declared all the disclaimers in each downloadable files.)


Hopefully these photos can give you the ideas to personalized your own planner.  I'm sure it would be more satisfying if you make if yourself from scratch.



The cover-agenda of the planner.  A distinct idea I got from listening to Imaginaerum album by Nightwish

I found this on the internet.
The weekly planner pages.
The monthly planner and I love that fucked up unicorn.


My journal cards collection at the moment.
Very limited notes pages.  Since I got myself a new notebook for next semester's subjects.
Pages dividers with skulls motives and my favourite lyrics-quotes.
The monthly planners with designer motives.  Tres' Chic!!!


Free Downloads here:



Have fun and enjoy.  Do leave a comment if you need enquiries.

Monday, September 7, 2015

DIY page tabs stickies

Going for a new semester and thank God we only have 5 subjects instead of 7 like the previous one.  Phewww!  And what is so awesome about it is that I've found a rainbow notebook with 5 different colors marking each color for each subjects.  FUN!


So I found this vintage floral designed page tabs on pinterest, Cut it out one by one and run them through my xyron sticker machine and here's what's left on the strip.


I have some tips to make it placed equally divided and centered;

1) Put the 1st tab on the top of the 1st divider
2) Put the 2nd tab on the bottom of the last divider
3) 3rd tab in the middle of the 3rd divider
4) Add some marking guides for the 4th and 5th tab placements on the 2nd and 4th divider.

I know it's hard to understand so you just go on your instict hahahaha or read the tips thoroughly.





Thanks for reading!
Have a nice day!

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

removable sticker pockets

Hi love!!!

Since I had tons of stickers and note flags now, and I really want to carry most of them with me, so I made 2 clear plastic envelops and double tape them together.  I didn't make the template but you can search it online.

Also I used decorative paper to make a bias tape at both sides.

Hope you guys like it!




Sunday, August 30, 2015

Alternate story behind...

To all of you who followed every story on my blog, you will remember that I was having a hard time in the last few weeks.  But God heard my prayers and my soul is finally free during the second week of Eid month.  I felt so blessed for the love and support from my friends.

So during the hard time period, I was offered to play the demon role in the video clip.  I had to reject the offer because the day we were suppose to shoot is during the exam week and I had to study on that day.  This part is still fine.  

Later then, I got an email offering me the role again since they postpone the date due to certain circumstances and it fell on the first day of my semester break.

This is not fine...

I had a second thought about playing that role because it connects with the problems that I committed with.  I was thinking about how "these kind of people" would accept me if "this" happened in future etc.  I always think about others first that I nearly ruined my chances in life.  At that moment, I'm not thinking straight because I was driven with something else.

But then I thought, fuck it!  God had given me this chance for a reason, that is for me to live my own life first, do what I want, enjoy what I love, have fun with my friends and not to satisfy or follow other people's thoughts.  Committed or not that doesn't mean that I should stop myself from anything.  Maybe this is the point where I should've realized my situation and take things to my own hands, manned up and finish this negativity.

2 weeks later, unleashed.  

I'm free
My sun has set
My soul is released
I have no regrets at all...

So I did it.  I'm very thankful to all that is very supportive towards me.  And I never felt better in life.  I have achieved something instead of getting committed to nothing actually.  I never stop appreciating these people who had pushed me out of this cocoon of misery and now I'm happier.  

I'm free and happy.  

It's a lie if I said that I'm never in distress after it ended considering that I had minor stress issues but what these people had done for me had given me strength to go through this stuff.

Thank you guys and I love each and everyone of you.  

You guys are the ones who deserved this love, no one else.




:(

Goddamn PTSD 

 Go away!!!


Saturday, August 29, 2015

Unboxing Xyron Sticker Maker 2.5'' | Downloadable planner stickers 2

Good day readers!!!  I'm so happy today because the xyron sticker maker is now available in Malaysia and I already purchased one too.  hahaha 

The sad part, I've used it on too many items that I've already printed and cut out few days earlier, and now I ran out of sticker papers.  Yes, in 2 hours all gone.  I nearly cried but now my space is full of stickers yaaaaaayyy!!! 

To all of you who are wondering where did I bought the machine, well it's from my all time favourite craft store that is now available through its online store.  Not to worry, this store is amazing with crafting products, and the sales person are friendly.  For those who purchase it online, they will reply back to your enquiries very fast.  I can really assure you that.  So check them out in the links below;

Check my previous crafting purchases/ideas from Craft Haven Malaysia;

Check out their other crafting products at:


Unboxing Xyron Sticker Maker 2.5''

How the box looked like.


Simple and minimal boxing by xyron :D


Came with a user guide book.

How to use?

Just slip in any papers ect. with max width of 2.5 inches and roll it out...

And boom!!!

Here are my stickers that I printed out before.
  
These are available for personal downloads...read the details below :D

These stickers are obviously not mine, I found them on pinterest.com and I will not upload the stickers here but you can only get them through my email.

If you require these mini stickers, just email me at;


(subject: I want stickers vol.2)

Have a nice dayyy!!!!

Friday, August 28, 2015

NICYSun music video is up!!!

Yes I'm acting as the demon in this music video

Check out my interview with them here;

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Check out their single "Fragment"

#wearelns #lakesandsnadders #nicysun #fragment
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Be please to listen, hear and watch us on our social media :


I'm co-starring in a music video as a fallen angel...

Tonight, 9pm 


Thursday, August 27, 2015

DIY Sticker Pocket | Downloadable stickers 1

I'm back again with my planner project but this time I made more journal cards and used one of the as a removable mini stickers pocket.  I did this because it's very cute, compact and my stickers won't be flying everywhere inside my planner.

This is very simple, just take a journal card, punch some holes and make a mini envelope and stick it at the back of the card.  Then, pop onto the binder rings.




These stickers are obviously not mine, I found them on pinterest.com and I will not upload the stickers here but you can only get them through my email.

If you require these mini stickers, just email me at;

(subject: I want stickers vol.1)


Have fun planning

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

BTS Part 2 | Now I Claim Your Sun Music Video

"Now I Claim Your Sun" music video premier will be on 28th of August 2015.

But first check out Part 1 full behind the scene footage feat. elledeen and fina (actor) of our journey into making this video alive.



Disclaimer:
All copyrights owned by Lakes And Snadders
Edited by Me!




Check out my interview with them here;

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Check out their single "Fragment"

#wearelns #lakesandsnadders #nicysun #fragment
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Be please to listen, hear and watch us on our social media :

BTS Part 1 | Now I Claim Your Sun Music Video

"Now I Claim Your Sun" music video premier will be on 28th of August 2015.

But first check out Part 1 full behind the scene footage feat. elledeen and fina (actor) of our journey into making this video alive.

Disclaimer:
All copyrights owned by Lakes And Snadders
Edited by Me!



Check out my interview with them here;

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Check out their single "Fragment"

#wearelns #lakesandsnadders #nicysun #fragment
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Be please to listen, hear and watch us on our social media :



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