Music video and Media Update 1

Well hello fellow darklings!!!

I'm so excited to tell you that I've been offered to be in one of the Malaysian local band's video.  They are actually the band that I'm working with as the publicist.  

Yepp its Lakes and Snadders!!!!!

I'm so honoured because they offered me twice to be apart of this journey.  At first I had to reject this offer since I'm having a lot of stress with my projects, studies and finals but then they suddenly had their plans changed and dragged it to another date.  

So I decided to join.  

This surely would be one of the best experience that I can tell to my children.  

Those motherf*ckers gonna think their mommy is goddamn cool.  LOL!

So last Sunday, we finished our shoot.  They've been shooting for 3 days straight but my turn was only on Sunday, basically I could see how exhausted these dudes were especially when we gotta shoot during ramadhan (video will be up after Eid season).  I had to wear all black costume in the direct sunny heat.  Holy shit, if I saw any coke bottles at that time I would be so pissed.

Can you imagine that I gotta act?  

Yes this annoying face doing acting. 

Well not just acting, make up artist, prop master, bimbo etc.

Nothing comedic though,  I had to play with my emotions with sadness, depression, and rage.  I'm basically a fairy creature without wings but in this case, I'm a fallen demon that became more demonic.  

But I was very thankful because my bro, Fazi (who is also the drummer of this band) helped me a lot by explaining all parts of the expressions that I had to do.  We spent like only around 2 hours to wrap up this shoot.  Demm we were awesome!!!

More to come on for the music video updates....

Stay tuned!!!!  

Check out my interview with the boys from Lakes and Snadders here

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Listen to them on:

Soundcloud: https://www.soundcloud.com/wearelns

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/LakesAndSnadders

Twitter: https://www.twitter.com/wearelns

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lakesandsnadders

Reverbnation: http://www.reverbnation.com/lakesandsnadders

Bandpage: https://www.bandpage.com/wearelns

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/lakesandsnadders

I'm finally free!!!

Yes finally my very last paper.  Well not really the very last, since I have more semesters to go but whatever!!!  I can rest in peace and silence and do whatever I want during this break.  Yay!!!

I just love my dress.  

Gonna miss these bitches :(

And we had the worst break fasting ever.  No food for us to buy because we finished our exam late in the evening.  So yeah, had instant noodles instead for ifthar and later we went to the cafe for late dinner.  I only had sweet corn because I finally felt the exhaustion after struggling for 3 weeks of hell.  I even lost my appetite and felt really sick.  Near to vomitting.  Yes, it was that bad.  Burned out .

And thus I shall create some memes with my bestfriend

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Apparently the problem that I'm having is still not settled.  I've already done my part so now I'm faithfully waiting for God's best signal for me to unleash my last ride.  I nearly did it today but something came up and I guess it was an honest sign from the Lord Almighty to hold on for a bit again.  I really don't know what to do know, only hoping for the best moment for me to shoot out and also asking for blessings of patience and strength to face these obstacles.  

Akan setia menyusul Gusti Puteri akan Tuah nya jika kecuali diberitahu secukupnya

Hectic Hell-cember 1: Graduation

I'm just too lazy to write the story of my graduation.  lol.  

Enjoy our photos :D

 That 5 seconds of enjoyment. 

Aaaannnnddd here comes the rememberance of unfinished assignments.

God damn it!

But first! Lemme take a selfie-

Another wedding to crash: Duck face enthusiasts

Warning: too many duckfaces..too many..

Sorry for not posting for a while.  I'm dead busy and tired since I'm back to school and everyday have to climb up and down the holy-fucking-shit-high stairs.  In here, ''one does not simply skips leg day''.  So whenever after I came back from the deadly stairs, I would just lie down on my bed, running the animal crossing for a while and dozed off (while the 3ds is still in my hands).  That's how tired I am.

Alright! Back to the story.  I came back home for a while last week since my friend's brother had a wedding reception.  She invited most of us but perhaps these kids are too busy or something so only me and Aat came by representing our codename group T.T  

We went there a bit early because I need to get back in campus later that evening.  And we were suprised of the wedding decor.  It's the most fucking beautiful thing we've ever seen.  It had the feels of being in the moors from the movie Maleficient with all the long white twigs centerpiece on each tables, lights twining from the top of the aisle.  God!!!  It was amazing and sorry I got no pics of the scene as there were too many people snapping here and there and I just wanna eat so bad.  Maybe I can get a few after my friend upload it on facebook or something ;D

Duckface 1

"She made me drove her car wehuu"

Like I mentioned before, the centerpiece (behind me) is beautiful.

See..  It looks like a garden wedding fantasy and how it will look so goth if they change the color into red and black..

On the aisle with the groom's sister

Me being normal.

Duckface 2

Duckface 3

How we love weddings...

Mourn

Today is the day (of my country) where final respects are given to the innocent victims of MH17.  

Welcome home and you can finally Rest In Peace.

May God bless your souls.

Al-Fatihah.

Once it goes viral, you're fucked

Twitter masih lagi bergelimpangan dengan kes akak ''Cash Deposit Machine'' tu.

Dan kepada yg blur tak tau double meaning cash deposit machine tu aku rasa pegi tengok trending twitter dulu, jangan banyak cakap.

Juga aku sarankan, MANNERS, bukan steering lock ya.

Juga aku kagum dgn akak tu sebab dah kene langgar tepi pon dia masih ada semangat perjuangan yang jitu, padahal kalo aku, confirm dah menggigil lutut.  Bukan salah aku pon, otomatik cakap sori sori sori. 

Gaza sangat memerlukan bangsa semangat juang mcm ni.  

Pantang pegi kenduri... (Kekampungan alert!!!)

Harini aku story ikut bahasa ibunda pulak lah...  Eceh bahjets nak mamposkan selama ni asyik speaking London je padahal result MUET aku terang2 rasa mcm membazir aku bayar rm100 hahahaha!

Last Sunday, kawan zaman sekolah aku ajak datang kenduri makan-makan sempena besday mak dia..  Dahtu aku ni dinaikkan pangkat jadi salah sorang tukang forward invitation pasai mangkuk ni banyak hilang number kawan2..  Sah ni kes dok tukor2 talipon nihh..  Jadi kakbang-kakbang kawasan pon mendapat jemputan dan hadir utk memeriahkan majlis..

Bila aku cakap meriah, bukan maksud dia mcm datang ramai-ramai, salam dan makan ya..  Kami ni jenis orang yang tak boleh bawak pegi majlis.. Kampung darat punya..  Kalo bakal mak mertua tgk aku ni, mau mengucap beliau sambil mengomel;

 ''Kenapa Roslan?  Kenapa kau pilih dia ni?  Mak ada calon yg lebih baik kamu!!!''.. 

 Cerita dia sekarang kenapa nama Roslan?  

Aku membayangkan suami aku nama beliau Brian, Haner, Snyster atau Gates.. -.-''

Abang tak pernah tak hensem sbb tu mahar cinta sangat-sangat

*wain glass itu sekadar hiasan (bersangka baik)*

Ok cerita aku dah drifted away sikit..  Mungkin bila masuk usia remaja dewasa, kegelabahan aku utk berkahwin sangat mencanak-canak..  

Ehhh bukan sebab perasaan ingin tahu kehebatan suami diranjang ok!!!  

Kuajaq pikir mcm tu! 

 Cuma aku kesian kat orang sekeliling nak melayan meroyan aku, biar kemeroyanan ini dilepaskan pada si suami hahahahahahaahha

Babi geli aku punya ayaaaatttt!!!!!!

Baik lah sebelum perkara geli ini makin berleluasa baik aku stop..

BUT FIRST, LEMME TAKE A SELFIE!!!!

Suami Isteri (greens) dan si single yang pehanya makin besar padahal baby pon makan lagi banyak dari beliau..

Dibelakang muka serabut tu adelah tuan rumah..  Mekap mak pon dah cair nokk..  

Aku rasa cabaran jadi Gothic di Malaysia ni pasai cuaca panas sentiasa, lagi-lagi musim El Nino..  Masa dalam bilik, muka dah acah-acah Alice Cooper habis dah, bila keluar je rumah makeup aku mcm ''shing shing shing'' cair dan hilang dengan sendirinya..

Rambut pon dah makin buruk..  Ciss!!!

Bersama along saya...  Beliau masih bermuka kepops ring ding dong..

OOTD: 

Top - Nichii

Seluor - Uniqlo

Handbag - Kembar saya bagi

Kasut - Scholl 

Inilah bakat sebenar aku, buat muka.. 

 Karaoke lagu ''Bertakhta Di Hati'' hanyalah bakat sampingan..

Selfie ketiak banjir

Sebelum mekapnya cair dan rambut menjadi serabai... 

Weirdos outing

Hey, its been a few days since I've updated about my boring epic gothic failure.  So here's a story of a bunch of weirdos that finally hang out together after months for not seeing each other..  I missed these retards so bad man..so bad..

Basically with these people, our main activity will be karaoke..  Where ever we go, we will sing and scream the shit out of out throats before have more fun and go food hunting..

Our favourite boyfriend..

Me singing ''Bertakhta di hati'' by Farahdhiya and the other 3 enjoying the go pro thingy

My tired face after throat excersize 

Then we had this great idea to walk across the mall just to do some random selfies at the field opposite the building..  I tell ya, when you are old enough, you know walking is tiring hahaha..

and eat again

So that day was so fun for us and looking very forward to do this again with em'

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And the next day I was forced to go to a house warming party.. 

 Here's an arabic inspired goth look from me

Thanks for reading..  Have a nice day peeps