Random editorial (depressed) selfie...

Bored?  Tired?  Worn off?  Fucking hate your life right now?

Cure it with random selfie!!!!!!!

I looked just like my daddy in this pic!!!! *wins*

God, I don't even have stories to tell you guys at the moment.  Everything went very fast and lifeless..  All that I can say is that, I've already got the ideas for my first handmade Eid-day dress..  That's the only cool thing I can brag about..

Other than that, we've done our presentation and I don't really like how it went.  I just couldn't understand that some people would just have this poker face and read everything on the slides without explaining it or showing effort that you really care about the presentation..  Not having the skill to speak in English is fine because I'm also not a 100% user of English but at least just fucking talk!  I'm was a bit disappointed because some of us worked hard to find the interview resources etc but some people just couldn't care less and just fucking read..  

Kids, or who ever reading this, please please please talk and explain.  People won't judge that much on you  of your high marks or CGPAs, but they will see how you talk and what you talk about..  No matter how dumb you are, but if whatever you talked about make sense, and you talk with confidence despite how bad you grammar is, people will appreciate you more..

It's not just because of you but think of your friends too.. 

That's why I don't blog much about my life, because I'm too stressed out and I don't want to make your days more miserable..

Maybe after graduating, I can make this blog more alive with more and more fashion, beauty, diys and random selfies..hahaha

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*Let it go, let it go, I can't study anymore...*

 I'm so depressed at the moment.  Maybe this is what every students who ''seriously-need-fucking-good-grades'' feels like on their final semester.  I'm even talking about degree since I'm only on my last semester of my diploma..  I wanna cry and I wanna play more sims!!

A few days ago, I got a message from one of my seniors who's getting married next month..  How lucky she is!  Finished her studies and getting married so quickly..  Also I'm all excited because I already bought her some wedding gifts, just need to post it all since I won't be able to attend her wedding (the date is right on my final exam T.T) 

Talking about me and relationships, the only best relationship I have is between me and my nintendo.  Even now I'm ignoring my nintendo because I'm too busy backing up my grades because of a tumbling head messed with my grades last semester..

Also last week a female student randomly asked me to join in her avant garde themed photoshoot.  She even took my number and told me the shoot will be on the following wednesday and until today I heard nothing from her..  I don't care about being stood up, but I really wanted to do an avant garde themed shoot.  But on the bright side I'm kinda glad she stood me up since, I can rest a bit more and continue on my assignment..  How pathetic!

Now here's my crappy let it go lyrics  

*I want to play the sims

I want to sew some dreams

I want to design everything I see

Let it goooooo

Let it goooooo

I don't want to study anymore*

Clothes making #2 *update*

Hey I'm back with my clothes making update.  So I managed to 80% successfully sewed a summer halter top by using the free Burda pattern that i told you guys in my previous entry.  Overall it's very easy, I'm not a professional but I'm happy with my outcome and the top is wearable.  On top of that my friend love it so much.  

On the dark side, I really hate my fabric..  Yes, it's a beautiful soft chiffon fabric, easy to cut but it took like a millions years of patience to sew.  Never ever gonna used this type of fabric again I suppose, unless I have gain magical unicorn fingers or whatever.

So here are the progress of what I did.. 

Newspaper pattern layout :D

After cutting the fabric..

Just so, you can see that my halter is 4 panel halter and not just sewing 2 panels of the front and back part.  I just wanna see how it looks like whether its unique or blerrgh..  But in this case, since it has drawstring halter neckline, you can barely see the panels because of the pleats and ruffley effect.

So that's all for today's entry.  Hope you guys like it! 

Have a nice day ahead :D

*UPDATE*

Finally got the chance to wear this outfit to class..  Hopefully I can sell this design (handmade of course) after graduating from this ''hell pit'' :D